Wondering and in awe

These past few months, I have gone through many changes. I have often wondered if I made the correct decisions in my life. This Sunday I came face to face with my past. I was coming out of the market and I noticed this woman sitting in her car. She waived me over and so I went. I recognized her but could not remember her. So I went over and greeted her. She knew me, but I could not place her. Then she reminded me how we knew each other.
I used to frequent a shop that her mother owned, the shop I used to frequent was from my past. I have walked away from that moment in my past and I was hoping not to confront it just yet. I guess God had other plans. It would have been so easy for me to sit and talk to her, ask her some questions and go deep with her. But I am no longer involved with that lifestyle and I knew if I talked to her any longer, the temptation would be just too strong. So I chose to walk away.
I often wondered if I had made the correct decisions in my life. Then something like this happens to remind me of where I came from and where I am at in my life now. I am still in awe at the work God has done in my life, and that no matter how many times I tried to push him out of my life, God has never left me.